Sunday, August 16, 2009
Honesty
在朋友那儿听说
知心的你曾回来过
想请他替我向你问候
只为了怕见了说不出口
你对以往的感触还多不多
曾让我心碎的你
我依然深爱着
知心的你曾找过我
我要他帮我对你隐瞒
只是怕见了面会更难过
我对以往的感触还那么多
曾给我幸福的你
我依然深深爱着
有一种想见不敢见的伤痛
有一种爱还埋藏在我心中
我只能把你放在我的心中
这一种想见不敢见的伤痛
让我对你的思念越来越浓
我却只能把你
把你放在我心中
Posted by SebKing at 6:14 AM
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Emo mode.
Walked away, pretending it never happened and now its coming to haunt me...
Posted by SebKing at 3:43 AM
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Pant
Absolutely knackered from jogging. At least I cleared a longer distance than last time before my feet starts to ache like hell thanks to my flat foot. Pondering whether to see a podiatrist to find out what is actually causing the pain and discomfort and see what can be done from there.
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Hesitating, maybe it's from previous experiences, I'm suffering from some sort of phobia. Fear of futility, Fear of jeopardising the relationships of people around me. Fear of this fear of that. Fear just sticks to me like bees to honey. I am the kind who makes the decisions but at the same time terrified of consequences and also how people think of me if there were any repercussions from the decisions.
I'm really starting to doubt whether my social skills are up to standard because I seem to suck on it. I'm just too concerned of people around me, because they are the most important bunch and when things go wrong, I start to feel all stressed up and depressed. I believe I too have to de-stress abit.
Posted by SebKing at 2:19 AM
Friday, June 19, 2009
Hmm
In times when you aren't important, even if you kneel down, people won't take it as a form of respect.
When you are important, even if you don't smile, people will take it as an insult. Whatever you do will never please everybody. Just go ahead with what you really want in your life and you will be happy.
Posted by SebKing at 3:22 AM
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Woo
Woo!! Enjoying my new life. :)
Posted by SebKing at 5:09 AM
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Move It
Soccer...Badminton...Swimming. Soccer...Badminton...Swimming. Soccer...Badminton...Swimming. Soccer...Badminton...Swimming.
I never knew i liked exercising so much. Maybe when you are really focused and tired, you tend to let your brain rest by not thinking about other matters. Sometimes, it's just so much better in that state.
Posted by SebKing at 1:41 AM
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Argh!!
Good job done. Sprained ankle while playing badminton with js and kai. Landed awkwardly while smashing and now I even have trouble walking to the bathroom. Sighhh. Emo-ed.
别怪我残忍。只怪我不足够的坚强和忍耐。
Posted by SebKing at 4:22 AM