HondaFreak

Honesty

2009-08-16T06:14:00.002+08:00

在朋友那儿听说
知心的你曾回来过
想请他替我向你问候
只为了怕见了说不出口
你对以往的感触还多不多
曾让我心碎的你
我依然深爱着
知心的你曾找过我
我要他帮我对你隐瞒
只是怕见了面会更难过
我对以往的感触还那么多
曾给我幸福的你
我依然深深爱着
有一种想见不敢见的伤痛
有一种爱还埋藏在我心中
我只能把你放在我的心中
这一种想见不敢见的伤痛
让我对你的思念越来越浓
我却只能把你
把你放在我心中

Emo mode.

2009-07-15T03:43:00.001+08:00

Walked away, pretending it never happened and now its coming to haunt me...

Pant

2009-07-09T02:19:00.002+08:00

Absolutely knackered from jogging. At least I cleared a longer distance than last time before my feet starts to ache like hell thanks to my flat foot. Pondering whether to see a podiatrist to find out what is actually causing the pain and discomfort and see what can be done from there.

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Hesitating, maybe it's from previous experiences, I'm suffering from some sort of phobia. Fear of futility, Fear of jeopardising the relationships of people around me. Fear of this fear of that. Fear just sticks to me like bees to honey. I am the kind who makes the decisions but at the same time terrified of consequences and also how people think of me if there were any repercussions from the decisions.

I'm really starting to doubt whether my social skills are up to standard because I seem to suck on it. I'm just too concerned of people around me, because they are the most important bunch and when things go wrong, I start to feel all stressed up and depressed. I believe I too have to de-stress abit.

Hmm

2009-06-19T03:22:00.002+08:00

In times when you aren't important, even if you kneel down, people won't take it as a form of respect.

When you are important, even if you don't smile, people will take it as an insult.

Whatever you do will never please everybody. Just go ahead with what you really want in your life and you will be happy.

Woo

2009-05-28T05:09:00.002+08:00

Woo!! Enjoying my new life. :)

Move It

2009-05-27T01:41:00.002+08:00

Soccer...Badminton...Swimming. Soccer...Badminton...Swimming. Soccer...Badminton...Swimming. Soccer...Badminton...Swimming.

I never knew i liked exercising so much. Maybe when you are really focused and tired, you tend to let your brain rest by not thinking about other matters. Sometimes, it's just so much better in that state.

Argh!!

2009-05-06T04:22:00.004+08:00

Good job done. Sprained ankle while playing badminton with js and kai. Landed awkwardly while smashing and now I even have trouble walking to the bathroom. Sighhh. Emo-ed.

别怪我残忍。只怪我不足够的坚强和忍耐。

Empty

2009-04-19T03:55:00.002+08:00

Persistence doesn't always pay off.

More often than not you will just end up with nothing at all.

Average Joe

2009-04-12T16:39:00.002+08:00

Sian, one of the most common word i use in my daily life right now. Unbelievable when considering the fact that i have many friends, a car, computer, PS3, etc etc to keep myself from being bored. Guess this is just me being a greedy and ungrateful human being who disregard others in the society whom are more unfortunate. But they are the ones whom feel a different kind of happiness from a simple life and are more likely to live a much more fruitful life than me.

Many things happened over these past few months. Some of which I cared while others I just don't wish to give a single sh*t about. Sometimes it's just so much better to stand outside of a crowd being a yes man than being in the middle of things because when things go wrong, it's the people in the middle whom are most likely gonna get it. It's just too bloody tiring.

Sian

2009-04-01T04:56:00.002+08:00

CityR Wishlist.

Sports clutch and lightened flywheel - $1050
4.7 final drive - $950
Mugen short shifter - $300
ARC titanium gearknob - $120
Unichip Q w/ tuning - $900
Spoon zero bump steer kit - $450
J's Racing header w/midpipe - $1400

Total $5170. "Gulp"

Comeon. Singapore pools pls sponsor me some money. Lol!

Sometimes its good to daydream once in a awhile.

林俊傑＊害怕

2009-03-31T06:34:00.000+08:00

我的爱是说停不能停
已经浓得不能说是曾经
也可说成我是错的
还未曾变成真的
也没谈到多少你需要的爱
我不再去执着我是谁
我是我在夜里掉的眼泪
也可说我看不开的
为你我能做的
竟还没让你相信是爱情
左右你我

Running outta time~!

Woah

2009-03-16T14:54:00.003+08:00

Long time never blog liao. And today I almost killed a motorcyclist on the road. Was traveling on the PIE near bukit batok exit on the right most lane and a motorcyclist just lost control of his bike in the middle lane in front of me while I was checking the mirrors to filter into that lane itself. So you can imagine the shock when I turned back my head and saw a bike and a man on the road tumbling. What happened next should be described in slow motion.

I steered the car back to the right most lane

Anticipated the rider's tumble motion on the floor

Braked from 80+ to 30-40kmh on a very wet road with ABS kicking in constantly

Maneuver the car so as to miss the rider's head and which I swear was less than 1 meter from my left front wheel

Accelerated away while looking at the rear view mirror to see if there is some misfortunate accident.

Shouted every vulgar word that I knew

Luckily for that rider, everyone was able to brake in time to let him recover. And that he just tumbled within the centre lane and just crossed into my lane slightly. Otherwise I would be in the front page of a newspaper tomorrow.

Ride and drive safe especially in the monsoon season.

爱一个人好难

2009-02-21T19:08:00.003+08:00

Old songs are still the best! v -_- v

2009-02-14T05:38:00.002+08:00

今天就是情人节。祝天下的情人能够幸福美满地在一起到永远。只能够说可惜我不是其中的一个。嘿。

(Alright. Got tired of typing in chinese so the rest will be in english)

Wondering where to go later. Since i believe that every restaurant in town is going to be booked full and there will be no place to eat for us bachelor souls. Been wanting to sing though so maybe will try to do that after dinner since I think most of us will be emo-ed to see the amount of couples walking in town so might as well hide in a room and kill time.

Happy Valentines Day / Friendship Day To All!

华语 cool

2009-02-09T04:28:00.004+08:00

这是我第一个选用华文所写的部落格。如有错误请大家多多包含。

最近觉得好无聊喔，一个人的生活就是那么的苦闷。真希望有一个人的依靠及关怀。没办法，人不帅也没什么钱，就当然没什么人会欣赏我吧。我从以前就是这样，对自己从来都没什么信心。做什么都是怕这个帕那个，连对自己喜欢的人说出真心话的勇气都没有，真是无可救药。对人好被人家当成是理所当然的，最后还不是把痛苦往自己肚里吞，什么回报也没有。这就是一厢情愿的后果吧, 谁都不能怪谁，就只能怪自己多情。算了吧，至少我有尝试过而不是白白的放弃。只希望老天有其他的打算能给与不同的幸福。

情人节打算和一群单身的好朋友度过。好好地吃一顿。至少不会承受那种一个人在家的寂寞。

好了，用华文来打字好累啊！！！

shag

2009-01-25T05:06:00.004+08:00

Tired ahhh. Arms aching after polishing my car. Quite happy with the overall shine and smoothness of the surface but there are still loads of water marks all over the car due to years of neglect. Saded

Falling into the same hole again not knowing whether is it good or bad. I guess time hasn't really erased anything. Well... Leave it all to fate bah.

Chinese new year lai lo!! Gong Xi Fa Cai!! Looking forward to good food for reunion dinner and also ang pows to fund my projects. Muahahaha

Carefree

2009-01-23T03:31:00.002+08:00

Some updates before my blog dies from lack of activities.

Came back from genting trip on monday. Really nice weather there compared to Singapore. Sitting outdoor at starbucks experiencing the wet and cold with a cup of hot mocha and a slice of blueberry cheesecake. Welcome to my version of heaven.

Went to the casino and its really a interesting sight inside. Never expected the casino to be so big. Went there and won a miserable rm25 after deduction of rm100 which I lost on the first day. Guess I'm just very lucky to have won money instead of losing. Went down to KL on the second day and bought some clothes which were dirt cheap. Rm20 for a replica fred perry polo tee and rm25 for a bottle of tommy hilfiger cologne. Cheapppppppp.

Came back to Singapore and immediately missed the weather there. Sometimes I feel more carefree and relaxed in Malaysia rather then in my home country. Stuffs are much cheaper there and I even dare say the food is better too. But I guess the crime rate there is much much higher than Singapore.

Resolute

2008-12-31T03:57:00.002+08:00

Christmas is finally over and now we are officially awaiting the arrival of 2009. 2008 has really been a mixed bag of both physical and mental changes. At least now I'm slimmer and less of the stubborn moron to hang around with but at the same time I'm having less confidence in myself and still as pessimistic as ever. I guess some things really do NEVER change. The last day of the year is supposed to be a chance to think back about your accomplishments and regrets but i guess it's really too late to regret anything that I have done so far and move on to bear the consequences.

Going genting on january 17-19 and this will be the first time I'm going up with my buddies. Looking forward to having some chilly fun up there and also take a rest from the stressful enviroment in Singapore.

Been hanging out with some new and nice people lately and I really hope 2009 will be a wonderful year for them and their new year resolutions will all be fulfilled. Same goes to my other buddies and also those that will be serving their country very soon. All the best. :)

Alive

2008-12-22T03:58:00.002+08:00

Just in case some people might think i dropped dead and died due the the lack of updates, I haven't. Thankfully

hello

2008-12-11T16:35:00.003+08:00

Sitrep.

Vehicle inspection passed liao. They actually failed me on my spoiler and my white headlamps. Now then I know my GT wing is actually illegal sia. Exhaust passed with flying colours despite the mods to it. Overall still pass the inspection. Don't think I will remove my spoiler unless of course i am stopped by a ROV someday. "Touch Wood" "Touch Wood"

Changed to a new set of Yoko AD07 tyres and went to do up my alignment and camber adjustment. The mechanic actually told me my camber nut broke because some idiot at other workshops decided it would be good to use a air gun to lock the nut which caused the pin to actually break. Now trying to come up with $180 to change the camber nuts. Really eat grass man.

Went to Xin Wang again yesterday with zy, cy, js, jy and ken. Really nice meeting them. To JY and Ken. Enjoy your month of freedom before you start serving your country. Ahaha!

Planning to drive up to genting or cameroon highlands in january. Still researching about driving routes and accomodation. It will be the first time Me and my ride go for a long long journey. Hope for the best.

Comeon guys. Lets go sing. Found a good and cheap place. :)

Dull

2008-12-02T19:19:00.000+08:00

Been long since i last updated so here goes. Went to Sitex last saturday 15 minutes before closing time so basically I had barely enough time to buy anything apart from Shane and Ichin who bought LCDs and bluetooth earpiece. Went to WCM to have a chat with friends and talking about secondary school days just makes us laugh like no tomorrow. We were just so child-like then but that was the time where we were the happiest. Really miss those days and when others say secondary school days are the best of your whole education period, they really mean it. It's not so bad now though with the regular meets and occasional weekend gatherings but somehow though, the spark has died down a little. Maybe we are more well, grown up.

Went funan with Shane and Yonge cos they wanted to get speakers. I think they found the wrong person for recommending them speakers because whatever I recommend is out of their budget. Ha! Guess I have a high requirement for audio quality so in the end just chose the best for their budget. Saw the Bose companion 3 and Gigaworks T3. The companion 3 sounds great! The clarity and detail is not something you get with PC speakers. GIAN AH! But it's 400+ and my car need more of my attention at the moment. Saded!

Chiong to bugis junction after that to get the PS3 bluetooth headset before heading to marina square to have dinner. Went to Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe and ordered some chicken chop baked rice and dim sum. Gotta say it's really not bad as the baked rice is really filling and the chicken chop is quite large in size. The dim sum is quite pricey but the taste is good enough. It's open till 2am on weekdays and 24hrs on weekend. Perfect for night owls like us.

Went home and watched Arsenal came back from one goal down to score two goals to become eventual winners. Nice match to silence the critics and climb back into the title race. RVP ROX!!!

Aimless

2008-11-22T13:28:00.002+08:00

Went to Cityzen meetup yesterday to tcss with the guys. It's really fun talking to them and at the same time I can improve my hokkien. Really been too long since I have so intensively used my dialect language. These guys really know their stuff and have tonnes of experience to relate to it. Saw Jap's dry carbon sticker bonnet. Really Tio poison by it cos its really nice but it's $300. "Faint" Think I better change my tyres first before I get into a "Drifting" accident. Nowadays wet weather has become my drifting practice days. Who says front wheel drive cannot drift. I will show you. LoLs!

Tired tired tired. Slept less than 3 hours before being woken up by my sister cos she wants to change her car's tyres. So accompanied her to workshop to get it changed and get the alignment done. Still choosing my next tyre carefully. Considering Hankook RS-2 or going back to AD07 but most importantly, NO MONEY NOW!!!

Ate chapati which my sis bought and now I'm getting some nasty stomach ache. Guess I still cant eat anything when I just wake up if not my stomach will become very upset.

Now.... Thinking of what to do instead of sitting at home like a potato and writing a blog post which is exactly what i am freakin doing now. Kbox! Kbox! Kbox! Kbox! GoGoGo!!

Well something I learnt yesterday night. Cherish your loved ones no matter what happens. :)

Phat

2008-11-19T06:57:00.003+08:00

Been giving my PS3 a proper workout with constant gaming. Completed Resistance 2, Call Of Duty 5 and Need For Speed Undercover within a week. GG-ed. Really living the life of a gamer which to me is absolutely pathetic. Lols. Its 7am now and it's not me waking very early. It is the fact that I havent even slept at all. Really feeling like shit now. Time to sleepppppppppppppppppppppppppp.

Been browsing my MSN chat logs. Life is definitely more lively a while ago. Blehhh.

Btw. Happy Birthday To Jessica Sin Pei Rong. Don say I never wish you. Put your full name liao hor. Hehehehe!!

Woo

2008-11-12T21:11:00.003+08:00

It's good being a Arsenal FC fan this week. A big and important win over manchester united last weekend and seeing the reserve team beat the Wigan first team. There are just so many young fantastic talents in the team now with the likes of vela, ramsey, wilshire and merida, the future is definitely bright for Arsenal.

Bought a few games for my PS3 and is enjoying them at the moment. Hope resistance 2 comes out tomorrow. Gonna get that game for its fantastic online combat. Still many games uncompleted and Im buying new games liao. Gonna Chiong soon.

Just went workshop for general servicing and put back my muffler as inspection is due soon. This car has been driven for 3 years with me driving for one and a half years and already accumulated 100k mileage. Really no complains for this reliable workhorse. Wouldn't mind for more power though. Hehehe

Comeon guys, kbox it. Been ages since we last sang. Blehhhhhhhh

Music

2008-11-07T18:49:00.003+08:00

Good music are hard to find nowadays. English songs have now been dominated by Rnb and hip hop and you just have to look at music charts to get what i mean. Artists like akon and rihanna top the charts regularly with their songs. I have nothing against them and the same for people who listen to those songs but i certainly won't call them good music for my ears. I used to completely shut Rnb out of my music collection but recently some are filtered through and accepted by me but 99.9% are still not really acceptable or suitable for me.

Same goes for chinese songs. I'm still dwelling on songs produced in the 20th century and some even produced before I was even born but I still prefer them to 21st century hit artists like Jay Chou （周杰伦）or S.H.E. Oldies just provides that nostalgic feeling and the tune is nicer as well. Growing up listening to REAL singers, Singers who sing your heart and feelings out just don't exist anymore in this millenium. They make good music with wonderful voices but definitely not enough to melt your heart. It's people like jacky cheung (张学友）and jeff chang （张信哲）that makes you despise pseudo music artists who makes absolutely rubbish.

I used to buy Cd albums which cost a bomb back then but now, albums are just not worth the money. It's not because of monetary issues nor the fact that the internet are full of the latest mp3's but its just that songs churned out nowadays are not enough to make you empty your wallet.

So thats my take on music. Don't wanna rant so much cos it just makes me feel like a old grumpy man who just couldn't or refuse to blend into today's popular culture. Blehhhhhhhh

Hungry

2008-11-06T22:04:00.002+08:00

Wee~! New television arrived. Can finally play my PS3 on a big screen rather than a puny LCD monitor. Was planning to get little big planet but no stock so gotta wait.

Hungry hungry stomach grumbling non stop. Arghhhhhhhhh

Had lunch at around 4 and my stomach is staging a coup on me now. "SAY NO TO SUPPER!!!!" but i guess long long one time wont kill lah. Mehehehe

Sashibudi

2008-11-04T18:58:00.002+08:00

Woot~~ It's been some time since I last blogged but nothing much have changed since then though.

Celebrated my 20th bday with my trusty group of buddies. Really thank them for being able to make it. Also, special thanks to jy and js for that stupid cake. I confirm will buy something similar to get back at you guys during your next birthday. Still waiting for pictures though.

Bought a Playstation 3 and been actively playing it since then. All i can say is that gaming with high definition really is shiok.

Clueless

2008-10-17T05:21:00.002+08:00

Nothing new to update for the past week or so. Life is definitely getting more and more boring since then. Need to do something liven things up a little bit. Oct 24th is coming up fast but still not in the mood for celebrations. A birthday wish from you and I'll be happy. :)

Lethargic

2008-10-10T03:44:00.002+08:00

Tired, Jaded, Knackered, Dead beat, Drained, Weary, Over Extended, Depleted, Enervated, Fatigued......

Just back from Fico after 2 hrs of non stop football. Nice game with the lads. I guess exercise helps relief your emotional pain....

Messed Up

2008-10-07T19:18:00.001+08:00

The past few days has been a series of unanswerable questions for different aspects of my life. Sometimes I wonder what I am going to do, what am I doing and what is in store for me in the future. I guess I have been laid back for too long without planning for anything and completing what is immediately in front of me instead of looking far ahead. Even till now I still don't know what career path I will be walking, whether I would be furthering my studies and even when will I do enough to start a family and support my parents. Sometimes it's really a bliss to be simple minded and shallow.

Birthday's coming and going to be officially out of the teens period. Time flies and age is catching up on everyone around. Wishes? Well I have tonnes of it actually but the main ones will still be the good health of my parents, friends and the everlasting bond of my best buddies. I am lucky enough to have people celebrate my birthday for the past 19 years so friends are an integral part of my life that is irreplaceable. Another wish will be of course hoping that I have someone special to celebrate my 21st birthday which means I still have 1 year 3 weeks to complete this task.

Nothing much to blog about these few days really. Soccer and table tennis fever has died down so need to find some new exercises to kill some time instead of spending it in front of a computer.

Relief

2008-10-04T23:38:00.002+08:00

The cat is definitely out of the bag now and though the answer was unfavourable, I have to be positive and optimistic. Cos...

You are too important to me, for me to give up that easily - _ - v

Cherish

2008-10-02T01:23:00.002+08:00

Played the cage yesterday and It definitely felt good. I think my body has gotten used to physical activities because my body is not in that much pain as last time when i complete my exercises. Tried to run for the ball as much as possible and managed to score a goal. I will still need to improve a lot on my ball control and dribbling because I really suck at those. Block a shot using my face which broke my spectacles but managed to "super glue" it back into one piece.

Played Wii at glyn's place and I got hooked on the game, cooking mama. I guess the attractive thing about Wii is that the method of playing is just so much more interesting than say the playstation or xbox. Really good exercise routine for your arms.

Now my leg hurts because of football while my arms hurt because of Wii. Damn~!

爱是不是要说出口才会珍贵？

Avoid

2008-09-25T20:40:00.002+08:00

Woot. Been playing football at the cage at kallang these few days and gotta say it was fairly enjoyable. Whole body aching now especially my legs and ankles. Even driving now has become a painful task. Somehow though, if someone asks for football again, I will still gladly accept it as it is definitely better than staying at home rotting. Only thing that is worrying is the price since it's $180 for 2 hrs which works out to about $15 per person. - _ - "

Nothing much to blog nowadays. Been long since I had a shopping spree. My wishlist include a pair or short pants, sneakers, levis jeans and of course that Oakley juliet ducati shades. I guess when you are single, you get the liberty to spend freely. Like many have actually said, humans will never be satisfied.

Perplexed

2008-09-20T03:29:00.004+08:00

Woot. Quite a busy day for me today. Was having lunch with zk and cy at the usual Al ameen. Somehow, finding a place to eat is getting more and more difficult as we somehow have little choice of something nice to makan in our area. We will just somehow end up at bukit timah all the time.

Went to west coast to change my cabin light and rear license plate light. Gotta say quite happy with the effect. Now my cabin is filled with a blue glow which is quite matching with the overall car colour. The license plate light is also brighter than stock and it is white while stock is yellow. Got tempted into changing HID foglight with super yellow blubs. Will definitely get attention from road users from far far away with that. Anyway total damage is $65 and now I'm officially bankrupt.

Went to cityzen meetup to tcss with the other members before rushing to fetch the peeps to balestier for some supper buffet at quality hotel for ShiQin's birthday (Happy Birthday!! Don't say i did not wish you :x). Gotta say the food is quite good and the variety is aplenty with frequent change of dishes. Only thing I hate is the carpark which is filled with unnecessarily high humps which certainly made an impact on my lower strut and undercarriage. Went to teck whye mac for some small talks before going home.

Can I Be Your Sunshine?

Remembrance

2008-09-18T02:25:00.000+08:00

It's been awhile since I last blogged. Sometimes I'm just plain lazy to type or maybe there is really very little things interesting going on in my life for me to actually find worth blogging. -_-

The only thing I can think of was yesterday's wedding event. I would say it was a very tiring and hectic day as I actually had an hour of sleep before the event and I wasn't feeling particularly fresh. Got up at around 6am to dress up. Dress code was black. It's actually been awhile since I worn formal attire but I gotta say the dieting programme helped in making me not look so strange in formal. I always felt I looked like “cartoon” wearing formal. Lols.

Arrived at zy's house at 6.30am and tied the ribbons to the cars before setting off at around 7am. Gotta say we have no experience in convoy because we lost the wedding car by the second turn. Tried to chase but traffic lights and the amount of cars in rush hour morning prevented us from seeing the wedding car again. -_-.

Arrived at bride's place about an hour later to fetch the bride. It was fun seeing the groom suffer in front of the sisters. Fetched bride and sisters back to Zy's place while we waiting for the buffet. Ate like a man starving for 100 years before setting off to hougang again.

Singapore F1 GP on the way back home because of Zy's constant provoking despite the fact that I'm actually struggling to even concentrate on driving because of the fatigue. We definitely made a nuisance to some road users that day because of the constant overtaking and lane cutting maneuvers. Played around with a Evo on the way back home and all I can say is I'm happy going back home in one piece.

Slept a few hours before going to the actual wedding dinner. The dishes were quite good especially the chicken but the dessert is dotsssssss especially when it's me favourite yam paste. Chatted around with the peeps before sending Zy back home.

Weddings are really tiring for not just the bride and groom but also the various people helping especially the brothers and sisters. But overall still a memorable experience.

Wonder when will be my turn.

yearn

2008-09-12T15:32:00.002+08:00

Argh! Whole body aching. Foot blister for playing basketball barefoot because slippers broke. Ankle and waist pain whilst playing table tennis. Arms pain because of the combination of both sports. Head pain because of a lack of sleep. Really pathetic lor. Two days of sports can make me till like that. Think I really need more exercise to get back at least some fitness.

I think among my friends I have the least natural sporting genes. Seems that when it comes to sports, I am really slow in learning. My table tennis skills also dropped like mad since its eight whole years before I even touched a table tennis bat. I guess I can eat a little more since I am exercising. Yay!!

Dieee. Haven buy my pants and leather shoes. Guess its frenzy weekend shopping this weekend. Really looking forward to tuesday man. Going with a group of friends to celebrate someone's wedding so it's something new for us.

Went to msia yesterday midnight and ate some nasi ayam and otah. The otah is one of the nicest I have ever tasted and somemore its very cheap at only RM0.50 per otah. Came back to Singapore to catch some very precious sleep.

oooooooooo

2008-09-10T03:24:00.003+08:00

Sians. Overslept so didn't report to school. Guess I need more alarm clocks to wake me up. Went with glyn to makan and tcss at al ameen before going to fetch parents. Went to bukit merah after that to fetch someone. Lols. Went back and played some basketball with the peeps which i sucked badly. Really too long since I had any strainous exercises so I was really struggling physically. Went to carls jr at ECP to tcss while they makan.

Wee! Went to install my blue pole light earlier today. But seeing how weird it is with stock yellowish headlight bulbs, I change my head light bulbs to 5000k white bulbs. The effect is swee! Total bill $48. Took some pics but can't upload it until I can find the damn cable to connect my phone to my PC. -_-.....

Swapped car with my sis so currently driving a 1.3l automatic suzuki swift. Windscreen cracked so have to change it before the whole piece comes crashing down and of course since Im free I will have to help her bring it to workshop to change. Wednesday resting time gone down the drain. Zzz

Edit. Pic...

Wooooot

2008-09-08T23:21:00.001+08:00

Woke up early in the morning to send "someone" for job interview. Congrats to her for getting the job. So no wasted trip. Lols. Please thank me ok. I'm good Woot!

Brought CityR to the doctor. Realised the undercarriage sound is actually from a loose anti roll bar nut. Surprised that a loose nut is enough to cause an irritating knocking sound. Zzz. Feel like lowering the ride height further but the thought of having to do wheel alignment again makes me sian totally. My rear tyres are nearly bald so probably will change soon and at the same time do some high speed balancing. Money flying away fast...... Blue pole light tomorrow. Woo!!

Went IMM on late afternoon after fetching parents. Think will be getting the pants for zy's bro wedding from G2000 since they are having sale. But leather shoes is still a headache. Dunno what and where to get. Think will just get something cheap cos really seldom get to wear formal. Went for some plaster prata after shopping.

Went home. Watch hot shots episode 7. Monitor forum sales. Play some games. Went Alif with Zy and Cy for TCSS.

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

Nice Song. :x

Uneasy

2008-09-07T18:54:00.003+08:00

Boring boring weekend. Didn't really do anything interesting except the usual casual gathering with the peeps. Even though I have the pleasure of having a personal transport, I still have difficulty thinking of places to go and spend some time enjoying. I guess it mostly attributes to a lack of vitamin M(Money) as Singapore is not really the place to find something cheap and fun. Zzz. Please please please make Langkawi trip possible for all of us. Really missing that place.

Next Tuesday will be Zy's bro wedding so me and Glyn will help in transport early in the morning. Will also be going to the dinner with Shane and ChinU. Guess we are all looking forward to the event but as of now, I have not even bought my pants and shoes. Frenzy shopping next weekend then. Someone please go with me. v._.v

CityR is sick after the tree log incident. There is a significant knocking noise from the undercarriage when going over bumps. Bringing it to see the doctor tomorrow. Hope it is not something costly to remedy.

Please God. Don't take happiness away from me.

Schoolllllllllll

2008-09-04T22:36:00.006+08:00

School officially started again today after a measly 3 weeks vacation while the others are still able to slack and sleep at home till afternoon.

New classmates, new enviroment and new facilitators. Gotta say this class is quite alright and my group today is good and productive. Anatomy and physiology is so much better then those electronics crap that we learn every other day.

Woke at 7am (Woo!). Surprisingly saw glyn on the road so had a little race before saying Hi to him. Found out that he was actually heading home while I was pathetically going to school. Reached school rather early.

Class ended at about 3.30pm so went out with jess and zk. Drove to kovan for jess to sell her bag before going to JP to have some MOS burger.

While on the way to send zk home, encountered a bloody tree log on the road which accomodated the whole bloody lane. Couldn't brake or dodge in time so had to run over it. Impact was quite big but no damage to the bodywork but alignment was out a bit. Will have to check the undercarriage throughly when servicing for any damage. Zzz. Luckily the car did not go outta control and things will definitely get ugly if it was a bike which ran over that. We suspected it was the lorry situated 2 cars in front who dropped the stupid log. Fuc*ing idiots

Can I Have An Answer?

Shattered

2008-09-01T03:32:00.004+08:00

Jess's cake making session again today so went to IMM to buy the ingredients for white chocolate cheesecake before going to glyn's house to make it. Have to say the process is easier then the tiramisu we made the last time. Less arm power required. The cake itself is very nice without being overly sweet. Ate some just now but still have a huge piece for tomorrow. Kudos to jess, zy and glyn for the preparation work.

Went to grandmother's place before going to west coast for some food as i did not have a proper meal for the whole day. Was feeling too hungry and uncomfortable. Ate some bee hoon goreng and coke light before sending them back.

Hot shots episode 6 released so downloaded and watched just before blogging. Really quite a nice show which makes you look forward to a new episode every week.

Sad.. I guess i just can't bear to give it up or maybe I just don't know how to give up. I really hope I am given a chance to prove myself. I need answers but I fear the truth. I am just......... Hopeless.

Would you stay if I asked you to?

No Motivation

2008-08-31T03:34:00.002+08:00

Super siansssss. School's reopening after only 3 measly weeks of vacation while the other peeps are only just starting their holidays which is so damn frustrating. Zzz. 3 weeks is just not enough of vacation after 16 weeks of study. RP just wants to be different not just in education system but also vacation duration. -_-”

As usual slept late and woke up late. Chatted a while on MSN before going out for some food at west coast. Had mee goreng while the others ate plaster prata. Went to IMM after that for some shopping and I bought a Fox T-shirt together with zk since it was cheaper if you bought more than two pieces. Went to levis signature and saw a few things that I wanted but was once again disappointed by my wallet size. Sad. Really need some new clothes as most of my old ones are over sized. Zzz

Sent Jess to collect her bag at Fajar ( Please thank me~!! Lol!) before heading home to have a short nap. Woke up to top up some fuel from caltex before heading back home to watch arsenal FC in action. Nice 3-0 thumping of Newcastle with incredible team performance especially the passing and defending.

Feeling very very very very very hungry so drove to mcdonalds ( Don blame me. Nothing really healthy to eat at 2am. Zzz). Bought hamburger and apple pie which adds up to about 400 calories. But still these and my afternoon mee goreng shouldn't add up to more then 1000 calories which is my daily calories limit. So still safe. Lol~~!

Moody

2008-08-30T03:51:00.002+08:00

Boredddddddd........

Went for some lunch and tcss with glyn, zy and kai. Ate yong tau foo AGAIN! which is getting a bit sianssssss. Nothing I can do about it though as still can't find anything less in calories and filling. ZzZz.

Went to kai house to slack and play some bridge while waiting for all the guys in order to watch death race.

Nice movie with some nice racing and action sequences. Overall 7.5/10

Drove to timah for some tea before sending the peeps back.

Siansationismation

2008-08-28T21:31:00.004+08:00

Yesterday's Mala steamboat was quite nice. The soup base was quite spicy as we ordered medium spicy while the other side ordered the spiciest. Can see that zack was clearly struggling with the constant perspiration from his face. Whats more the mala soup base has tonnes of chili oil which made me cringe so after awhile we just ignored the mala and did all our cooking on the pork ribs base. We also inadvertently made our own version of Lala soup by dumping tonnes of it inside the soup.

Went bugis junction for some window shopping before heading to ah chew desserts. Ordered ginko nuts with barley which was nice without being overly sweet. The rest of the desserts they ordered were also nicely sweetened and flavourful.

Sent Jess home while the rest went to have some tcss session near zy place.

Woke up late today and the only thing worth blogging is that as of now, I have not eaten anything other then a slice of papaya. :x

而我已经分不清你是友情还是错过的爱情. Nice lyrics~~!

Maybe Just........... Maybe

2008-08-27T15:21:00.002+08:00

Sitrep.

Watched 篮球火 aka hot shots from 4am to 9am. Sleep from 9am to 12pm. Watch hot shots and chat from 12pm to 3pm. I feel like a machine~~~~~~ Guess when I am really hooked on a show, I just cant stop watching. The previous time was prison break in which i managed to watch an entire season at one go.

Reviews on the show? Well treat it as a taiwanese live adaptation of slam dunk and you sorta get the idea. The film's cast is quite impressive and the female coach is Woooo~~~. Storyline is okay just that it is a little exaggerated. Still the same underdog vs champ storyline though. Guess taiwanese idol drama have not moved on since the meteor garden days. ZzZ

Off to fetch parents. MALA STEAMBOAT LATER~~~~!!!! Lol~~!!

Desperation

2008-08-26T21:33:00.003+08:00

Nice TCSS session yesterday night while fixing zack's computer. Strange though. We don't really talk that much in MSN but when we get physically together, we can talk for a bloody long time. Probably becos typing is not my forte and talking to a computer is well...... Boring.

Slept at 6am and woke up at 12pm. GG-ed. Went for lunch before going to fetch my parents from work. Slack, MSN, movie-ing till now. ZzZzZz -_-

Pumped a full tank of caltex platinum and i can guarentee to all that it is a better fuel then shell Vpower. Power is smooth and punchy in all the rev ranges. Achived 130km before fuel needle moved below F which is so much better then shell 95. Guess I really need to retune my piggyback once I change my exhaust as there is a flat spot at around 2000-3000rpm just before vtec engagement.

Mala steamboat tomorrow. Saving my stomach space till then. Hope i won't be stuck in the toilet the next day. :x

Let it go.....

2008-08-24T04:04:00.003+08:00

Woke up late at around 1pm after a call from zk cos slept at around 5am yesterday. Zzz

Went for prata at west coast with jess zk and ty. Ate kuey teow goreng and plaster prata. Definitely my most sinful meal for 2 months. Transferred place to mcdonalds and ate 5pcs of nuggets and drank some green tea. For those who thought i gave up on my diet, well these were my only food for the day and saturday is supposed to be the day where I can eat anything I like. Just a little something to look forward to after a whole week of shitty food. :D

Went to timah at night for some small gathering with some secondary school friends. Think we should do this more often so as not to totally lose contact with one another in the long run. Drank some coke light at Al ameen before going to zk house for some slacking and bridge poker.

Find myself driving faster in wet conditions. Most of it is because the car is giving me more confidence after installing the coilover. Understeer sets in slowly and not adruptly. The car is now more predictable in poor conditions which is the reason why I now tend to drive quicker in the rain at the moment. Will constantly remind myself not to be too cocky. :p

An optimist will always refer to a cup of water as half filled while a pessimist will refer it as half empty. Unfortunately, I belong to the latter. :(

Surrender

2008-08-23T03:08:00.005+08:00

Woke up at 9am with the help of glyn's call to accompany him to Kah motor to service his ride. Driving fast on woodlands road rocks completely. Left the car there and went for breakfast in my car. Ate a plaster prata at Al azhar which is my first prata since two months. Met kai in the afternoon for lunch before going back to collect the car.

Went home after fetching parents before taking a short nap. Bored and tired like F*ck.

Cityzen meetup at night to kpkb abt car related stuff before midnight tea with zy and cy.

Life just sucks these few days. "Sian" is now my most common word typed in MSN. Really hope someone will appear in my life someday and take me away from this boredom and misery. But as far as i am concerned, i can't see this happening anytime soon.

Screw Loose

2008-08-21T18:00:00.003+08:00

Rotted at home yesterday accept for some TCSS session at KSL with kai, ty, zy and cy. Rushed to kai's friend place yesterday for some emergency. Nice racing session with cy while on the way to her house.

Same routine today. Think Im gonna get sick of yong tau foo soon which has been my common meal since the start of my diet routine. Poh piah craze is also gaining up on me. Amazingly its been 2 months since i had anything fattening. Things like char kuey teow, hokkien prawn mee, chicken rice, duck rice, carrot cake and the list goes on. The things I eat now are mostly soup and noodle based. Guess i will just have to endure another 3 months in order to get to the correct weight. Gambate!!~~

Feeling rather eccentric and cranky these few days for no reason. Guess the singleton disease is coming up on me fast. Saded

Keep getting news on people crashing their rides and hurting themselves or worse, others. I think I would be devastated if that were to happen to me. My ride now has become my runaround tool, an important friend and my andrenaline rush. People keep asking me how and why I like to drive fast but till now i have no clear answer for them. I guess its the excitement when you can clear the usual corners faster and smoother than before and the sense of achievement when you can get things like heel and toe and rev matching spot on.

It may sound unconvincing for me to say this but driving fast on the streets is nothing to be proud of and there will be no medals or trophies if you win a race on the streets. Speed responsibly please so as not to harm others. The difference between fast driving and being suicidal is just a fine line. Respect to those who crossed that boundary and survived but do you think you will be so lucky everytime???

Something New

2008-08-19T20:07:00.002+08:00

Nice Day.

Woke up at 10am AGAIN. Went to suntec city with jess and zk for some star star pizza and drumlets. The pizza was quite nice with pepperoni and lotsa cheese. Carrefour grocery shopping for tiramisu making before going to glyn house to make it. Gotta say it was really nice with everything just right. Compliments to jess for that.

Fuel consumption was crap despite my careful driving. Fuel drop to almost 3/4 at 180km. Normally i can get 200+km before dropping to that level. Singapore fuel is just crap.

Thinking of going back to langkawi again. Where the pace is slow and the things are nice and cheap. Especially the food. This time though thinking of bringing more people to go together with the champion 4.

An unexpected turn

2008-08-18T21:22:00.002+08:00

Woke at 10 again today. Really dunno what is happening to my body. Still can wake up at this time when i sleep at 5am. Did some deliveries till ard 1 and tcss on MSN with friends till 3.30pm to fetch parents.

Went to prata shop with jess cy zy zk. Quite nice food there but utterly destroyed by the way zk eat his plaster prata. Really disgusting stuff. Lol. Went for some tcss at wcp while they had dessert.

Bloody anti roll bar linkage knocking noise is back. Really annoyed the shit outta me. Guess its back to the workshop soon. FC mode this week. Hope to get 600km for one tank.

I can only hope...................... :)

Im Still Here

2008-08-18T04:09:00.001+08:00

Blog is rejuvenated with the help of my buddies. Realised that it is good to have a place to vent your joys and frustrations upon.

This weekend just feels like an eternity to me. Feel so emo and hopeless these few days while being alone at home. Desperate to find someone who I can truly care about.

Felt that i have changed quite substantially these few months. From dieting to changing of bad habits. Don know just what cause me to actually change. Even my friends and family is stumped.

Boring day today. Went KSL to makan with glyn and kai. Ate some lor mee and popiah which is also my only food intake for today. Went to pump $59 worth of petrol and TCSS with cy and zy at ALIF.

Motivations

Be more social
Lose more weight
Gaining self confidence

PS: If u found out that i have linked you. Pls do the same. Thx

Summary Of Mods To CityR

2007-11-15T11:10:00.001+08:00

Performance Mods
Weapon R Secret Weapon Intake Kit
Full Bored Throttle Body
Enlarged 4-1 Header
Operated Exhaust
VAFC2 Piggyback

Handling Mods
Yokohama Advan AD07 Tyres
BC Coilover
UR Upper Strut
UR Front Lower Strut
UR Anti Roll Bar
Camber Adjustment
240mm Slotted Brakes

Cosmetic Mods
Works Emotion Replica Black 15"
Mugen Visor Replica
Carbon Fibre GT Wing
Bride Gias Replica
D1Spec Gear Knob

ICE
Alpine 9855 HU
Helix Components
Dual Alpine 10" Subs

Warning to all car owners. Modding is very very addictive. If you start you can't stop. So don't start.

Environment

2007-11-13T01:30:00.000+08:00

I would like this blog to be informative and not just about one fat bloke's boring life. So here goes. My views on the environment and rants about environmentalists.

You might have heard about it in the papers or heard about it in the news where people start talking about the eminent damage of global warming. You might have also heard from a certain Al-gore that global warming will cause the ice in both poles to melt thus drowning and freezing us. Then there are the mentally unsound environmentalists who starts banging on about how we should stop using our cars and go on public transport. Go on wikipedia and search greenpeace and you will understand what I mean by mentally unsound.

The thing I don't understand is why are they pointing the finger at cars. Imagine you as a car. You have gave your whole life to serving your owners, helping them to travel faster, giving them adrenaline boost when they need it and also help the whole world progress and improve. Then suddenly they start to blame you for everything that is happening to this godamn planet because your fart is a little smelly.

The main concern of a car's emission is carbon dioxide. Other nations have started to tax the cars according to how much carbon dioxide the car is producing. Thats fine. But lets not forget that carbon dioxide is NOT the main cause of global warming. Carbon dioxide produced by cars alone is just a tiny fraction of the whole equation of global warming. Carbon dioxides produced by factories and power stations surpasses that of the cars by a big damn mile. Methane is also a much more damaging gas than carbon dioxide so I won't be surprised if people starts taxing humans by how much they fart a day and bankrupting farmers for keeping cows.

Earth is ailing. YES. But what I can't stand is people all over the world trying to make use of the fact and start pointing fingers at everyone and ruining everyone's lives. These are the people restricting our already stressful environment and stop us from getting some fun.

So to all environmentalists. Go back to your boring lives and stop creating trouble to the society. Just let people have some plain fun.

Friends

2007-11-13T01:12:00.000+08:00

A weekend has just lapsed and it feels kinda crazy and idiotic on the things we do. I mean who the heck would think about eating steamboat with just 4 blokes and at 11pm. Utterly bonkers.

Well we have always been like that since we knew each other. The days of secondary school life where the nutters and the nerds go under one roof. I have always been a quiet fellow who hardly stays back after school and would just go home straight after class. Things though got a bit more interesting when I start to know more people. These people are one of the most important in my life and my world would definitely be darker without them around.

These few years have been the happiest of my entire life where I know there are people I can count on and cry on. Yes, there may be some grudges between some of them but at the end of the day, we stay united. The endless talking cock sessions, alcohol sessions, the unforgettable langkawi trip and the fun of cocking about doing silly and pointless yet amusing things. Therefore I dedicate my first blog post to them. My friends.

I delibrately left out the names of the people in this post. You know who you are and I hope 50 years on we would still be alive and calling each other friends. If this post makes you feel mushy and you start to cringe. Well don't. This honestly comes from the bottom of my heart. Scorpios hide their true feelings. So treasure this.